August 28, 2013: The month off.
The first thought through my head when I woke up after the
last day of Prairie State was “13 days left of season. Hang in there”. The next
day it’d be 12. Then 11. I was counting down and hanging on for dear life. It
was very hot, and I had been sick with diarrhea and a headache that had lasted
through the entire Prairie State series. I saw a doctor and was given
antibiotics. Why was I sick in the middle of July? How much of this was
physical, and how much was mental? Would the antibiotics clear me up in time
for Tour of Elk Grove? 10 days left. The antibiotics worked. Physically I was
starting to feel better, but better enough? 9 days left. Riding my TT bike to
practice for Tour of Elk Grove felt like cramming for an exam. Would I be ready
for the race in time? 8 days left.
Selfie of me and Eric by the Dillon Reservoir |
On July 28 my dad had had a retinal detachment and emergency
surgery. If I did Tour of Elk Grove I couldn’t go to see him till August 10-11.
The surgery and recovery aren’t easy. I wanted to see my dad. Thinking about
“real life” with my dad’s news made me finally see that with respect to cycling, I
was beginning to burn out. So I pulled the plug on Elk Grove, and on my season.
I visited my dad, we had a great time and he is recovering well.
At the top of Vail Pass! |
Our first ride was ~40 miles to Montezuma and around the
Dillon reservoir. We were at 9000+ feet of elevation, and there were real
hills. My head throbbed, but after 4 weeks rest the bike felt… so… good. I was
super-proud of Eric for riding really strong. Our second ride was a 2000-foot
climb from 8500’ to 10,500’ at the top of Vail Pass. It was gorgeous.
The
next weekend I found myself on the Spidermonkey Saturday ride and racing relay
cross on Sunday with Katilyn Bowden, a really great Psimet lady whose partner couldn’t
make it. It was easy does it, I was just having fun, but my head was sharper
than it had been in months and I hadn’t lost much conditioning. I was amazed
that I was riding better after a month of –not- riding.
That can happen. I even
did the Johnny Sprockets cross practice on Tuesday morning and rode to coffee
with everyone… then Bam. The crash was almost instantaneous. Someone turned
left in front of Brent, forcing him to brake hard. Eric was just behind and
missed Brent but also had to slam on his brakes. I hit the back of Eric’s wheel
and went down. I had a sprained left thumb, which as it turns out is a very
painful injury at first. I was nauseous, lightning up and down my arm. I was sitting
on the sidewalk with the Sprockets guys around me, wincing and shaking and
yelling from the pain. And then I had a thought that made me very happy.
Always be gracious towards your competitors. |
“When will I be able to get
back on my bike?”
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